This was crazy too. Had it in 2010, I believe during my 60 day fast. I may have to talk about fasts soon. Those things can.....do things to you in your life. All good though.
I was invited out to my In-laws house in D'ville. Some sort of party/get-together. I drove up in my Saturn (I MISS that car, but I no longer had it during the dream so I don't know why I was driving it) and had bags of groceries/snacks and what not in the back seat. I parked on the street as I normally did and my wife came out and walked down the driveway to meet me. I was in the backseat sitting down trying to get a hold to some of the bags that had fallen to the floor and under the passenger seat. Both hands were full but I was still leaning over with my right hand trying to get this one stubborn bag. She's trying to talk to me, being on my left outside the open car door. I hear her, but kind of blow it off. It was something like, "I'm sorry for everything I did", and like I said, I blew it off not believing her, or being distrustful of her words. So I'm still fiddling with the bags and she seeing I wasn't paying her any attention got in the car with me, straddled me, held down both of my arms with her knees, held my face in her hand so I couldn't look anywhere else except her face, and I'm trying to get free but I can't. And said yet again "I'm sorry for what I did to you." I can't remember if there was some tears by her or me, but I believe I did smile, now understanding that she was serious. After that moment of forgiveness I finally got the bag out. We both walked in to their house and I immediately got on my knees, seeing my son in the kitchen with Gramma. I figured that I'd crawl to him growling , knowing that's one of the things I did with him. My Mother-in-law is running around trying to get things in order and prepared. He's following her getting in her way, but trying to help. That's MY boy! I see my Father-in-law in the living room. He sees me and smiles, I nod to him, not wanting to give away my position to my son, wanting it to be a surprise. I continue to crawl towards my son................... and I think I wake up, but then again, I may have addressed my Mother-in-law as well.
In the other dream I posted, I had a problem believing my wife when she apologized, thinking that's what she's saying, but what's really going to happen? During this divorce, after it as well, she's done some things that have caused me to not trust her. Things I could not have thought up. So I've been trained, by her, through the separation/divorce, to not trust her, even if she apologizes. I think I need to work on that. With me crawling inside of their house, I kind of believe that's a sign of respect towards my Father-in-law more specifically, and somewhat towards my Mother-in-law as well. Just like a peasant would a king, bowing or taking a knee, I believe my crawling was that symbol of respect and honor towards his house, towards him. I say not as much towards her since I never really saw her much. It was him that I had direct eye contact with. I think it also has to do with the fact that my Mother-in-law and I have never really had any issues towards each other. We never really bumped heads. Yet I definitely had with my Father-in-law. At one time pointing at him when I felt he lied in front of my wife and I ( I have a habit of talking with my hands, so when I pointed, my action wasn't to be disrespectful, but to signify specifically that it was none other but him who said whatever, in the end, it was disrespectful and I hope my Father in heaven can and has forgiven me as well as my Father-in-law.) So, yea that's yet another dream.
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